I literally have 10 mins to get this out and I hope that I am able to do get everything I want to say in this post. So here it goes…
I’ve literally lost all motivation to get out there and get back on track after having Baby P. I believe a lot of it stems from still (even after almost 5 months) I don’t feel like myself. I know that having a c-section is a MAJOR surgery but I want to feel normal again. I want to be able to do more then just walk without having to take the following 2 days to recoup in order to care for Baby P.
I find it hard because I’m not where I was. I know it takes time but I feel like I’m never going to get there. I want to be able to do what I did before without feeling the pain of an incision. It is so much harder then I thought it would be. It’s frustrating!
I haven’t totally gave up though. I still focus on eating healthy so I guess it’s not a total loss…..